{AMANDACHAN♥}

her blog is weird. definitely weird.

oh hm me and renci were talking the other day, about her raffles team 2 and hillary challenge. we were talking about comradeship, about how this mysterious thing really binds everyone together.

which reminds me of airborne. i was really honoured to be able to train with the commandos.. they exude a kind of comradeship and care for brothers that i've never felt before. okay, granted, they f each other and whack each other with the helmets for fun. but marching with them, training with them, i really felt that "brotherhood". such a great honour to be marching with them and hearing them shout with gusto "singapore commandos number one" (:

i'm doing a lousy job describing it. but if you feel it it's something that can never be replaced. and they really care for one another. like they will always ask me whether i'm okay and if anyone bullies me and they'll take care of it.

so i've decided, when i choose a cca in JC, it won't be an individual cca, like those whereby you compete by yourself and not for teamwork. i mean, what's the point of winning if you have no one to share your award with?

but then again maybe it's just me.