What happens when you down shots like a boss

Don't. Ever. Just don't.

I just hit a new record for my drinking limit and I think that will stay for now
Shall drink wildly no more for now and focus on wholesome activities

"You are hardly at peace with yourself right?"
I've been trying so hard to keep myself occupied to not think of unhappy things
But when it gets quiet, they come together as a flood and that sucks
Went to a columbaria near midnight to find inner peace, and it really was so extremely tranquil
Even I felt embarrassed to be coughing so loudly

Then I was told (not by some spirit in case that's what you're wondering) that you only need 5 people in your life
One of them includes an agony aunty, someone who you can trust to tell your woes to and not judge you

And I realized; how many people can I truly tell all my woes to?
I don't need 1000 Facebook friends
I just need that one friend who will be there for me emotionally
One friend who won't press me for answers out of curiosity

And I'm so glad I've got you:')

Just hope this post will make you think twice about who you tell your troubles to
Because honestly, many people out there are just curious

Why satisfy their curiosity?

Sometimes I stay up just thinking of the big and small things we did together
Insignificant to others but not to me
Do you do that too?

Is it weird that I want to be alone at a time where I know I should probably surround with people who love and care for me

It's too tiring to be around people

You know that feeling where you think you did something wrong last night? But you can't really place your finger on it and it's just slowly coming back to you?

Yeah. It's that feeling.

Sometimes I wonder

Why I lead myself into pain over and over again

Going through the same shit thinking it'll be worth it

When we all know the answer

"Money can't buy happiness"

Yeah but money sure can buy you stuff that makes you happy

Shopping makes me happy
Henceforth having money to shop makes me happy

First time buying stuff using my phone!!! Omg! You feel the pinch even less, it's amazing. I sincerely hope the casual LBD I bought will be nice *crosses fingers*

Havent been hyper punctual recently, I think the only time I was early was never. Shall change that next week!!!>(

Can't wait to watch Dark Knight Rises:D

Btw I realized my skin very glossy
Why is this?
Like velvet
Weird

Hear the words you won't speak

Because that's the words that break your heart

Recently when I go muaythai I seriously fuck care the guys who go all out with me. They wanna come, fine. I'll give them something to fight with. You think girl then can bully? Fuck you. It's so obvious that you're just desperately trying to land a blow on me because your techniques are all off. It's your second lesson don't come and act like you know what to do okay, Tell me "oh you must hop back to regain balance" in the end what happen? You hop back and fall down yourself so many times. I don't have to sweep you you already self fuck. You skip from left to fight with your fists shaking before lunging forward to hit me, you think what, boxing ring? Even then you will put amateur boxers to shame. Not saying I v pro or what but hey at least I just train and I don't act smart.

It's not that I mind people going all out on me. I don't. It's people who do it without training being the main focus in their mind.

I welcome the pain anyway.