Heartache at 3am

Why are all songs suddenly so heartbreaking

It's like I never understood till now

Maybe it's a 3am thing

翻著我們的照片　想念若隱若現
去年的冬天　我們笑得很甜
看著妳哭泣的臉　對著我說再見
來不及聽見　妳已走得很遠

也許妳已經放棄我
也許已經很難回頭
我知道是自己錯過
請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我

如果要走　請妳記得我

I've got a tight grip on reality but I can't 

Let go of what's in front of me here 

I know you're leaving me in the morning when I wake up 

Leave with me some kind of proof it's not a dream

Then a random

I wanna see your peacock cock cock appears

Alright. Time to finish the stocktaking for chef which was due 5 hours (wtf) ago

Isn't everything so much easier when you pretend everything is okay?

It is

I hope

Maybe eventually

It will become the truth